Wednesday, April 30th, 2003
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8:57 pm - Hey New Journal
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K, I know I suck and I could barely keep up this journal but I'm back after some "life-changing" shit and now I have a new journal and I promise I'll keep up in this one...hopefully.
pinkmanda
current mood:  anxious
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Tuesday, April 29th, 2003
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3:43 pm - New Journal Soon
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I'm deleting my journal soon and starting a new one. All y'all have to be my friends still! I'll let you know what my uername is when I finish it. Should be pretty.
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Monday, April 28th, 2003
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3:24 pm - Oh my god I'm back again
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The only reason I have time to get on here is because my night-school teachers couldn't find my lit book so I couldn't do any work today. I had to talk to mr. gala about yearbook and when I have to have my pics in by. By the way, I'll post my horrendous senior pictures soon. I look so gay...and fluffy. Anyway, I can't be on long cause I have to do my career narrative (gotta have it to graduate). I missed everyone. I'll post pics soon, I took a bunch at julie's. I love it outside. It's hot again. I'm going to hocking hills thursday with jordan so we'll take pics there and they'll be perty and you will love them.
current mood:  hyper
current music: Next Episode- Dr Dre
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Friday, April 25th, 2003
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3:00 pm - a long over-due hello
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Hi, I'm alive and well. I'm finishing up high school and busy applying for ccad (cloumbus college of art and design). So much drama at wendy's and julie's life is like a soap opera (custudy battles and whatnot). I missed writing in here. I missed everyone being nice to me here :) Hopefully this won't be another farewell post and I'll be back in a day or so...but don't quote me on that in case something else comes up :)
current mood:  determined
current music: dr dre (never thought i'd listen to this)
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Tuesday, October 29th, 2002
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7:30 pm - It's been so long..
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My computer broke, and I don't exactly live at home anymore...so I don't know what to do about posting. I only lost 4 friends while I was gone, so that kinda motivates me to keep trying to post, even if it means visiting my mom's house more often. I'm currently saving money for an apartment with jordan. I work alot more than I used to and remember? I used to complain about how much I worked, now it seems 35-40 hrs isn't enough. *sigh* sorry everybody, for not being here. Just SOOO busy.
current mood:  cold
current music: you know you're right - nirvana
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Friday, September 6th, 2002
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3:10 pm - 18 Tommorrow at 12:40am
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Sorry I haven't updated in awhile, but I've had alot to do. I got my license back this past tuesday and I get my car back on monday. I'm going to the ren fest tommorrow and sunday and staying w/ jordan at a hotel tommorrow night. Good Times. But I have to work 4-C tonight and go see Nick, Jennifer, and Sam afterwards. We'll probably have to take Julie home again. Oh yeah, Mandy had her baby girl and she's was 5 lbs, 13.5 ounces. She's perfectly fine, despite all of mandy's pot smoking and cigarette habit. She's so tiny. Mandy went back with her parents, hopefully see'll be back next week so we can see the baby! Time to get ready for work.
current mood:  ecstatic
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Thursday, August 22nd, 2002
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8:40 pm - Where is eveyone?
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I feel like I had to give up alot since I moved out. I don't get my license back till next week maybe and I rely on Jordan. I gave up alot of my friends because of my move. I never talk to Brittney normally but I put myself even more out of reach by not giving anyone the number here. I'm basically not allowed because dan is paranoid. Which is why I want my own place. But I can't afford. I just don't feel like I'm happy even though I got everything I wanted. It might be better once I get my car back and am able to go visit brittney and whoever else. Damnit. I forgot to upload pics, so people would comment. Oh well, I guess comment or no comment, typing this all will make me feel better. I just don't feel like I've been a good friend to anyone except the people I work with. But I'm not willing to get down on my knees and beg for forgiveness. Besides the only girl who really matters to me is brittney. She's the only one I'd beg for forgiveness. And if your reading this brittney, i LOVE U! And I miss you and I'm sorry about the pictures, i tried to get that day off, but I couldn't :(
I'm finding it really hard to be happy. It was music, jordan, my computer, shows on tv, going to shows, but now I do nothing but work and I want a break from it all. I can't quit my job and I have to have good reason to take a leave of absence. And I don't think the GM will take "i want time off so I can have fun and be normal". *sigh*
Off to eat animal crackers.
current mood:  hungry
current music: Sleater-Kinney/ buy her candy
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7:43 pm - Ack
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Another day of school. Beth, I only got two conflicts for english, if got any differnt ones, can I borrow them? ;)
Oh today I got a bracelet from some girl whom Idon't remeber her name. Al introduced me. Al frightens me. I think lesbians are great but she doesn't need to flash everyone to get a date. Her boobs are so sagged from never wearing a bra that they must hit the ground. I'm glad I have bras. :P
current mood: amused
current music: Mindless Self Indulgence - Bed Of Roses
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Wednesday, August 21st, 2002
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2:28 pm - Back to School
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I have two classes this semester. 11:03-1:07. Cause, of course, I have a lunch between them. Next semester I might go in early, it depends on if I drop art or not. I've taken it like 6 times already, so I don't really need. I hurt. I'm going to take a nap.
current mood:  tired
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Monday, August 12th, 2002
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3:00 pm
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2:37 pm - Help Meh!
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K, I downloaded psp7 twice and the trial time ran out, so now what do I do? Does anyone know of any psp type programs that don't take a year to download? I don't want to have to go ahead and pay $99 yet. :(
current mood:  annoyed
current music: my cat meowing
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Sunday, August 11th, 2002
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6:45 pm - Yum
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I think I'll order a pizza and get free cinnastix. Cause I can :P
current mood: hungry
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1:20 pm - Oh Yeah, I'm really happy
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My dad came through the drive-thru last night to see me and mentioned that he can't afford to buy me a new car, so I'll "have to drive the prelude". I tried to hide my exitement. I know that not many kids' parents can just give them a 2001 prelude to drive, but I'm definately very, very lucky. I get to drive a nice car my senior year!!! It would be nice to have a car of my own, though, rather than a nice leased one. Enough rambling I have to go eat dinner.
current mood: ecstatic
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12:59 pm - Blah
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I'm at my mom's for dinner. Jordan had to go to a family reunion and Dan and Lacy went to the Ohio State Fair, so I came here. Lacy took two benadryl last night so she was really tired and the rest of us stayed upstairs. I need to get a journal so my mom doesn't know where it's at but then I'd have to get all my friends to re-add me and sometimes they don't :P
current mood: amused
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Friday, August 9th, 2002
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12:29 am - Woah Sorry So Long
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I haven't used this in awhile. Know why? Cause I've worked last friday to this thursday without having a day off at all. So I haven't had time to get on here. School is back in session Aug 21st. On a fucking wednesday. I really am not ready to come back. Still didn't read my summer reading book. I might just switch my English to spring semester so I have time to really read it. Wendy's had a blackout tonight, the entire downtown marysville had no power, well, at least from wendy's all the way to Rite Aid. So we closed at 9:30 and it took us an hour to close the store in the dark. We suck. The store looked like shit when we left. Oh well. And when the lights first went out we had to tell cars that tried to pull around that we could only serve salads and iced tea, some lady was waiting on us to answer the speaker, and of course, we couldn't so we told her "we have no electricity, and we can only sell salads and iced tea" and the lady said "Put up a fucking sign then!" I was pissed. It was obvious that half of town had no electricity, so I don't understand why they'd assume we do. Well I think that's enough for tonight. I'm hungry.
current mood: high
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Wednesday, July 31st, 2002
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2:58 am
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got this from antipinkgrrrl.
their name: jordy
their age: 18
their birthday: march 11th
their religion: he doesn't have one
their occupation: wendy;s, like me :P
their shoe size: 12
favorite color: green
favorite song: i dunno something by the ramones or dead kennedys
favorite music group/singer: coal chamber, eminem, dead kennedys, so many freaking more!
favorite artist: salvador dali
favorite food: hot pockets
favorite movie: a clockwork orange, fear and lothing in las vegas
favorite website: rotten.com
favorite store: Import House
favorite word: "idunno"
favorite tv show: seinfeld
where was your first kiss? at my house 3 years ago
who introduced theirself first? we just knew eachother from when I dated his friend.
what attracted you to them? he's adorable, smart, and he'd do anything for me
how long have you been together? 4 years
when did you realize you were truly in love? after I realized that I couldn't spend a day away from him
where did you first meet? at the pool when I was dating his friend
how often do they tell you they love you? every five seconds
did you ever think you had a chance with them? maybe a little chance
where was your first date? we never really had "dates"
what is your song? Nirvana- Heart Shaped Box
most attractive feature: arms
most unattractive feature: his hair, he won't take care of it!
biggest pet peeve: stupid people, working and not making enough money
greatest thing ever done for you: took me places i've never been and made me eat things I've never ate like shrimp or going to the renfest
greatest thing ever said to you: "wasn't that cool?" no not really but I can't think of it now
most annoying thing they do: walks like a grrrrl
favorite thing to do together: anything
first thing they bought you: a stuffed animal
best memory with them: Renassaince Festival
funnest time together: every night after work
i cut out the shout out thing, cause he doesn't read this anyway.
current mood: amused
current music: song of time on zelda
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2:39 am
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I went to the doctor's today and they took a cauderizing pen to my nail and burned 2 holes in it. Bunches of blood came out and it hurt really bad but the stupid doctor fucking squeezed on my sore finger like it was nothing. I was like "ouch" and he just looked at me and kept squeezing. Ouch. I'm supposed to keep cleaning it with peroxide. I think it was making the doctor nauseous cause he hurried out after her he finished without cleaning up the blood and got the nurse to clean and dress my finger. Pussy. We're watching Dan play sonic 3 on the old sega. Fun stuff. Then when Jordan and I go to bed I get to watch him play Zelda forever. Fun Fun FUN.
current mood: high
current music: pink floyd
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Sunday, July 28th, 2002
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9:33 pm - Ouchies
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I smashed my finger at work and now I have a huge blood blister unfer my nail. Jordy's mom heated up a needle and burned a hole thru my nail to pop the blister, but the blood had already dried. So I'm stuck with an extremely painful finger. :( Oh, the pain.
current mood: sore
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Friday, July 26th, 2002
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3:44 pm - Tasty
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Eating Cheese rice and waiting for Jordy to get home so I can watch tv cause he put his game on pause and if I turn it off he'll be irate. *burp* So how is everyone. I still need to call britney and go to the school to get my english packet and read that stupid book. Gay. I have lots to do before I can relax. Oh yeah, I'm making a webpage for my little store so I'll tell you all when it's done so you can buy my stuff. :P
current mood: cheerful
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Monday, July 22nd, 2002
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8:21 pm - 2 Questions
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One: If I were to make something and sell it, what would you buy? I need to make some extra money.
Two: What the hell does this message mean. I logged into my lj (the downloadable thing on my computer) and a message popped up saying my password must be too easy and that i'd better change it so my lj doesn't get hijacked. What the fuck? I changed it but it still pisses me off.
current mood: pissed
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